.a written note.

Tonight lying exactly under the sky gazing at the stars and moon I am feeling no fear inside no fear none at all none cares here for the good laughter, enjoyment, music and whatnot I am intrigued by all and I can feel there’s no reason to be scared of anyone ever in life I finally understand I am a whole human being and the value of it I have a whole universe within and rushing through me there’s a galaxy in just about everything about life breathtaking is what I’d call this this enchanting endeavour.

Writing has become tough. It’s like that small town not too far from where I live but whenever I plan on visiting, it’s either raining heavily or the traffic is just too much; meaning I postpone. Procrastinate. Unlike before, when I didn’t visit but lived there for as long as I wanted. It was home. It was easy. The traffic, the rain, none of it mattered. The town existed within. It helped me connect with myself the first time in life and I still haven’t experienced anything close to that feeling when you know how well in sync you are with yourself. It was just so unreal and the most real experience all at the same time. It doesn’t have to be perfect. It doesn’t have to be classy. It doesn’t have to be overflown with self-love just because I mentioned connecting with self. Rather, it’s not about self-love. It’s about self. I’ve lately come to understand how essential it is to know and be generous or at least, acceptable about or with oneself, your own self. I didn’t real...