I wish you all a very happy new year and I wish you love. I wish that you understand that it's like the first rainfall in the month of June. Happiness, on the other hand, is what I'm yet to understand. But I want you to go ahead and seek it. Cherish your dreams and love the people around you while you're on the way and be loved in return. I hope that you give yourself time when you feel lost and live in a reverie. It's very rare that people find happiness through this way. People like that are rare. And I wish to meet them.
This year, apart from teaching me lessons, showed me how emptiness happens. And what it does to one. Emptiness, again, isn't a darker side, after all. This year taught me to clean my life without feelings being shared. In the middle of 2012, I wanted it to end there and then. Now that it has ended, I'm glad. Time somehow convinces you to put aside things and gather what you need- courage and love.
He whom I awaited, came into my life last year and helped me until the last day of the year. I and my family celebrate Flash's birthday on 31st. He's growing up. I wish for his healthy life more than anything, and it makes me shed tears. My brother calls me stupid. And Flash, he's half asleep but when he hears my sobbing, he comes closer and licks my face. And that's when I know what love is. I love him. And I know he loves me in return. He adds a meaning to the life I live. We were made. For each other.