New Year, New Life.

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Latika's Theme echoes in my ears and as much as life gives us chances to sing melodies wholeheartedly, I feel like singing it on this afternoon. It is the first day of the year, 2013, and as stereotypical as it gets, we all are given minds that are, somehow, dancing on the tunes we listened to last year. Last year.

I wish you all a very happy new year and I wish you love. I wish that you understand that it's like the first rainfall in the month of June. Happiness, on the other hand, is what I'm yet to understand. But I want you to go ahead and seek it. Cherish your dreams and love the people around you while you're on the way and be loved in return. I hope that you give yourself time when you feel lost and live in a reverie. It's very rare that people find happiness through this way. People like that are rare. And I wish to meet them.

This year, apart from teaching me lessons, showed me how emptiness happens. And what it does to one. Emptiness, again, isn't a darker side, after all. This year taught me to clean my life without feelings being shared. In the middle of 2012, I wanted it to end there and then. Now that it has ended, I'm glad. Time somehow convinces you to put aside things and gather what you need- courage and love.

He whom I awaited, came into my life last year and helped me until the last day of the year. I and my family celebrate Flash's birthday on 31st. He's growing up. I wish for his healthy life more than anything, and it makes me shed tears. My brother calls me stupid. And Flash,  he's half asleep but when he hears my sobbing, he comes closer and licks my face. And that's when I know what love is. I love him. And I know he loves me in return. He adds a meaning to the life I live. We were made. For each other.

Comments

  1. Anne FrankJanuary 01, 2013 5:26 am

    really true! its difficult to find happiness on the way to be loved. I though i was a rare person, but its nice to know you think the same. otherwise we are here to live every moment and to enjoy it, so we have to enjoy also the "lack of love" too...there must be a way of doing so xD beautiful entry my dear! wish you a happy new year!

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  2. Amrit SinhaJanuary 01, 2013 6:06 am

    Have a great 2013 :-)

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  3. S.P.January 01, 2013 7:16 am

    Emptiness is one that I have come to adore.
    Those who say that it is dark have no idea what it truly is.
    Happy New Year

    xoxo
    Sarang
    Life's Perceptions

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  4. ShahaJanuary 01, 2013 9:47 am

    I wish all the best for you, and flash.

    Happy new year Adi. :D

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  5. LuLuJanuary 01, 2013 9:54 am

    My dog is my favorite person, too.
    Happy New Year!

    xx
    Lulu
    Breakfast After 10

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  6. Loopy LucieJanuary 01, 2013 11:18 am

    Happy New Year xx

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  7. Ridx January 05, 2013 10:23 am

    Happy New Year. Its never too late too wish. :)

    I find happiness by being alone, spending time with myself. and if you are one of them too, I am really glad that i came across your blog. :)

    This year I learned so much. so many lessons.

    I started blogging again. Catch me on my new blog if you feel like. :)

    http://miss-ridx.blogspot.com/

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  8. Confused SoulJanuary 06, 2013 2:44 am

    Happy New Year babe .. hope you have a great one.. :D

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  9. VinatiJanuary 09, 2013 2:34 am

    A very happy new year sweetheart. Wish you all the good luck. :)

    Flash..ah such a nice name. A dog right? Mine is Frodo.
    Aren't they the most adorable beings! :')

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