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Tuesday, 19 February 2013

Lest We Forget

On most days, I come here and look forward to write; storms arrive in mind, handing me over the hallucinations each night keeps me awake with. I mean to go to bed every night but I end up drowning in the sea. It gets risky sometimes, being able to control one's own mind, controlling so much that it calms down to a level you would die at, had you not known swimming.

This day, particularly, is no different. The only difference is that I didn't listen to myself. It isn't easy, playing with time. I've known that. I fear getting comfortable with an empty heart; or at least knowing I own nothing other than a few cells of it. I fear the thoughts that roam free during a night, without telling me when they would return. Because when I am supposed to wait for them, demons haunt me. Because I think my thoughts would fight back once they return, but no, they don't. They're out of their cage. My dreams flying so high that my own gaze can't reach. Not until the next morning. And then I wake up, wake up to the sound of morning I've come to love. It replaces my empty mind with daylight. It showers me with hope.

15 comments:

  1. "I fear getting comfortable with an empty heart; or at least knowing I own nothing other than a few cells of it."
    Exquisitely expressed.

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  2. Sometimes I go through these kinda days too.

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  3. stay calm and hope for the best
    much love ,
    saharious

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  4. My state these days is no different. Could relate.

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  5. wow you have a really nice writing style! I know how you feel but as you said-every morning brings hope

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  7. such days..
    why do the happen :(
    then i say to myself

    Night falls fast
    Today is in the past :)

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  8. Forget the whorizontal, dear.
    Focus on the vertEYEcall...
    Jesus is calling YOU to love Him
    and love others, girl.

    That's it.
    That's all
    YOU need to git into Seventh-Heaven.

    ...yet, lemme give you
    summore advice on your journey Home:
    This'll banish those nasty demons
    until you say this with faith:

    This is a prayer
    for everyone,
    as it's Catholic
    which means 'Universal';
    you say the 2-3 minute prayer at
    6am...
    Noon...
    6pm everyday:

    "And the angel of the Lord
    declared unto Mary and she
    conceived by the Holy Spirit..."
    [Hail Mary, full of Grace...]

    "Behold, the handmaid of the Lord, be
    it done unto me according to Thy Word"
    [Hail Mary, full of Grace...]

    "And the Word was made Flesh...
    and dwelt among us"
    [Hail Mary, full of Grace...]

    "O God whose Only Begotten Son, by His life, death, and resurrection, has purchased for us the rewards of Eternal Life, grant we beseech Thee, that through mediatation upon this Holy Rosary of the Blessed Virgin Mary, we may imitate what they offer and obtain what they promise through the same Christ our Lord. Amen"

    A plethora of opportunities
    await each of U.S. who proclaim
    that simple message.

    trustNjesus, earthling.
    God bless your indelible soul.
    Yes, Im an NDE.
    Any questions?

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    1. PS Let this be your catalyst to Seventh-Heaven:

      'The more you shall honor Me,
      the more I shall bless you'
      -the Infant Jesus of Prague
      (<- Czech Republic, next to Russia)

      Love him or leave him or indifferent...
      better lissen to the Don:
      If you deny o'er-the-Hillary's evil,
      which most whorizontal demokrakkrs do,
      you cannot deny Hellfire
      which YOU send YOURSELF to.

      Yes, earthling, I was an NDE:
      the sights were beyond extreme.
      Choose Jesus.
      You'll be most happy you did.
      God bless your indelible soul.

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    2. PS Let this be your catalyst to Seventh-Heaven:

      'The more you shall honor Me,
      the more I shall bless you'
      -the Infant Jesus of Prague
      (<- Czech Republic, next to Russia)

      Love him or leave him or indifferent...
      better lissen to the Don:
      If you deny o'er-the-Hillary's evil,
      which most whorizontal demokrakkrs do,
      you cannot deny Hellfire
      which YOU send YOURSELF to.

      Yes, earthling, I was an NDE:
      the sights were beyond extreme.
      Choose Jesus.
      You'll be most happy you did.
      God bless your indelible soul.

      Delete
  9. Forget the whorizontal, dear.
    Focus on the vertEYEcall...
    Jesus is calling YOU to love Him
    and love others, girl.

    That's it.
    That's all
    YOU need to git into Seventh-Heaven.

    ...yet, lemme give you
    summore advice on your journey Home:
    This'll banish those nasty demons
    until you say this with faith:

    This is a prayer
    for everyone,
    as it's Catholic
    which means 'Universal';
    you say the 2-3 minute prayer at
    6am...
    Noon...
    6pm everyday:

    "And the angel of the Lord
    declared unto Mary and she
    conceived by the Holy Spirit..."
    [Hail Mary, full of Grace...]

    "Behold, the handmaid of the Lord, be
    it done unto me according to Thy Word"
    [Hail Mary, full of Grace...]

    "And the Word was made Flesh...
    and dwelt among us"
    [Hail Mary, full of Grace...]

    "O God whose Only Begotten Son, by His life, death, and resurrection, has purchased for us the rewards of Eternal Life, grant we beseech Thee, that through mediatation upon this Holy Rosary of the Blessed Virgin Mary, we may imitate what they offer and obtain what they promise through the same Christ our Lord. Amen"

    A plethora of opportunities
    await each of U.S. who proclaim
    that simple message.

    trustNjesus, earthling.
    God bless your indelible soul.
    Yes, Im an NDE.
    Any questions?

    ReplyDelete

Let the soul in you speak. :)

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